A Broken World

A Broken World

I had anticipated posting about my new hairdo today, but if you look around the internet or watch the news that seems rather petty. If you’ve read my blog before then you know I don’t often write about what’s on the news. I steer away from what may seem like politics or debates, not because I don’t have thoughts or opinions, but because I know I don’t have the answers. I still don’t have the answers, in fact, I hardly have the words.

This is not a post to report all the details. I don’t have a step-by-step analysis of all that happened in or around Ferguson. There are news reports and articles all over if that’s what you are looking for. I can’t tell you what to think or do, nor can I pretend to put myself in someone else’s shoes. All I can say is how deeply saddened I am.

We live in a broken world. Death, persecution, racism, cancer, war–it’s ugly enough to bring me to tears when I think about it. Sometimes, I’d just rather not think about it. It’s easier to live in oblivion to all the pain and suffering that happens in this world. My head tries to tell me it’s like a movie and it isn’t real. I want to distance myself from what’s wrong with the world and even from what’s wrong with me, as embarrassing as that is to admit.

But sometimes we need to mourn with those who mourn. We need to open our eyes to what is going on in the world and care for the lives affected. We are called to be devoted to one another in love, even if that takes a lifetime. Because love is an action.

Love in Action – Romans 12:9-18

Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. 10 Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves. 11 Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. 12 Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. 13 Share with the Lord’s people who are in need. Practice hospitality.

14 Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. 15 Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. 16 Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position. Do not be conceited.

17 Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everyone. 18 If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. 

This. This is what we can do. Cling to what is good, honor one another, practice hospitality, rejoice with those rejoicing and mourn with those in mourning, bless others and  live at peace.  The world will continue to be broken which will keep breaking my heart, but this is my action list for how to respond both today and every day.

One of those days

Ever find yourself in the middle of one of those days? Those days that you have such a river of thoughts but know as soon as you start to really sit down and think about it, you’ll be opening the flood gates and aren’t quite sure you’re ready for that? This weekend was like that for me. All in all, we had a good weekend. Hung out, had a date night, spent time with friends and enjoyed our time. But underneath it all I had all sorts of thoughts bubbling up about ready to spill over. Sad thoughts about all that’s wrong in the world and how badly I want to help make it better. I’m a blessed and grateful girl, but that does not mean this life is not hard. It downright breaks my heart sometimes how cold and cruel this world can be. I want to bang my fists on the ground and cry out. I want to bless my neighbors and protect those I love. I want to start a movement and circle the world with wisdom. I want this messed up world to be turned on its head and make sense again. The brokenness makes me want to shout and scream. 

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Then there’s Christmas. It’s a few weeks away, and I’m longing for what it’s really about—a broken world and a baby born to bring us salvation.  

“Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.”
– Luke 2:14

This. This is what I want for the world.